Sunday, May 20, 2007
ohmygod what a shock.
i think death is scary but dying is not. i still cant believe it. she seemed so healthy and loud and suddenly..
i'm sorry fatimah and zura for scaring you like that. i just couldnt find the words to say and my throat wouldnt get unstuck, but i needed someone. thank you. especially fatimah, for holding me and listening to me rambling. i dont know if you could understand what i was saying but thank you for staying by my side.
the shocks a simple innocent phonecall can give. and yet, i dont think they even felt anything. stupid idiots them cry about the most unimportant things but dont understand this. it affected my whole day and all they can do is fight over who gets to use the computer. i dont get them. i dont know what i'm more worried about. i'm so damn confused and all mixed up inside now.-yvonne
